i m torn apart
i m torn apart... btween dc and jasmine. decision making... my mind is currenli set to dc... but now a sae f will b pissed.and i dunno wat to do... if onlie i could be seperated into 2 diff person... one to jasmine one to dc!!=) ughs...-pulls hair out- anw i also hav no money... im relli sorry. sorry jasmine... i promise to go other outings with u all. pls dun b angry with me!!!! im so sorry!!!sorry!!! sorry!!!im feeling guilty...... ughhhh.... =( 12/20/2003 06:15:00 AM

Kisses that are easily obtained are easily forgotten
booooooo!!alOhass!!hahas... here to update agn. FISHCAKE! i typed evryting out ytd and then and then when i click post and publish. i realise i was dced.then i click stop and dere goes my longgg entry!boohoohoo... anw i shall recall wat i wrote.hahhas...firstli went orchard with cheryl and kf. hehs.. went ps, then wisma then taka, then fareast.hhhas.. bought wat i wanted to buy for erhemm.. and a pair of earring for meself.hehs...=) then at orchard mrt whoas. got human jam manx...1st tyme. at the entrance of the mrt.then towards the ctrl stn then lesser pp... phews. caught the train and parted with kf. then zoom and hahhas.. it terminated at yishun which is like 3 stops b4 woodlands.... hahahas.. okok and me and cheryl was damnnn surprise but we see nobody was surprise and thot its nt like real.. coz pp were sleeping, reading newspaper, mags. blahhhh.. and dun even look any surprise... so its like rch yishun liao then all the pp got up and got off the train.hahahas... like they nt surprise at all. must b used to it liao.hahahs.. okok.then we were tinking issit no oil, the wheel burst or the train spoil.hahhas.. nvm so the nxt train came one mins ltr which is surprisingli suprising veh fast.hahhas.. then rch woodlands interchange at ard 730.hehs.. took 912 and miss one stop...so hafta walk back. then xin and jen also walk towards our stop.so we met somewhere in the mid.hehs..then found out actualli can walk both ways.hehs.. so off we go. rch her hse. whoaaa.. nicee!!!=) then put bags down... and eateateat. nice fooood!!! i like the prawns!!heheee...=) and evrything!!! thankiess!! then played water bombs... fUn!!!!FUN!!! FUNnnnnnn!! hahas.. played zhong1 ji2 mi4 ma3.hehs.. and got to throw xin, xins bro, and xins couzzie.hahhas... so fun!! juz piak... and wet. hehs... ran away frm them barefooted. felt like a marathon runner...those indian ones.hahhas... okiee.. yahhh... and so went hme at ard 10. hahahs... vehvehveh fun!! gonna go xins hse agn on tues to playyyyy!n exchange prez. funfunfunnnnnnn!!yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... thnx xin!!! rch hme at 11 sth.. hahas.and felt hungry. hahhahs...
yesterday.ytd. 17-18dec
hahas... 17dec went ta swallow chalet.hahas.. but tink almost evryones invited. fun too!!stayover. firstli met up with gladys, kf, alison, rongsiu, cheryl at dhoby ghaut. then g, a and r went ta buy bbq food while me, kf and cheryl played poker cards at the corner of the mrtstn.hahas... yea.SPEED!!hahhas.. so they bought. bbq food [harshbrowns otah sotongball crabmeat hotdogs potatoes cheese ham] and other stuffs [drinks bread cupnoodles]hahahs.. no chicken!!then we were happili drooling at the chicken the nxt door bbq pit pp brought.hhhahas... okok. anw then we carry all the food stuffs and happili boarded the bus to sentosa... dere we goooo!!!!!!hahas... yea.then rch took blueline.. and stopped. whoaa.. saw the van to bring us to the resort.hahahs... =) thnx uncle. rch and realise theres actualli com and net there. hahas.. so cooool! waited for beckham and silin to come fetch us and i guess they lost their way... coz it onlie took us bout 5 mins to go to the rm and they took like halfanhr.hahahs.. okie settled down. it was bt 3-4 liddat liao... then laze ard and went to the beach to walkwalk. watch pp play volley.hahas.. niceee!! thennn... juz went back loh. and played arcard game.which is mainli BISHI BASHI.hahhas... hithithit.but alwaes ganna stopped at the hamburger one... grrrrrrr...hahas... anw then went up to the rm to play cards. whoas... speed. scream and scream and scream!!hahahs.. daidee... monopoly[which i alwaes go bankrupt..!!]... hahas.. watch tv... whoas. no worries.juz happpy!!!happiness rawks~ hhahas.. then erms wat happen... laze here and dere and then 515 wenta setup bbq... then prepare food. evryting... and started bbq-ing. b4 the sky even turns dark, we r almost done...hahas.. laze ard eateateat. tinkd eres juz enuff food for evryone. so then jen, xin, yn, kat and xp came, and then help us finish the food. still got potatoes nv finish. like left 8...hahas.. okok. but tink the potatoes r niceee!! with ham and cheese inside..hahahs.. yums. so well, we happili miss the musical fountain... boohoohoooo!!!sosadds~ hahhas.. then went up ta the rm after a few rds of daidee downstairs. hehs.. went up and watch tv, play cards. SPEED!!! scream scream scream!!! hahas... SCREAMSSSSSSS~ hahahas... caused cheryls sorethroat. hahhas.. basicalli we played games monopoly daidee speed thruout the whole nite. then was so freaked out by all the ghostli thingys i dun dare to go toilet. cheryl and rong too. so we pei2 each other in the toilet.hahahs.. as u know how.. juz turn ard loh.hahahs.. yahh... so well, din slp...
ytd.18thdec
watch sunrise in the morn altho nt veh cheng2 gong1 but its ok lahh... qt nice.. get to see the morn sun!! hahas.. went ta the beach at 7:00. hahas.. walk here and dere.. then me and cheryl decided to build a tunnel , then got a bridge on top tt kind with sand.hahas.. coz we saw one dere.damn cool and niceeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!omg. cant believe we did it...nice and gladys went in to swim.hahs.. the waters real cool!!=)hahas.. anw and so.. went back to the rm.. then me, xp, cheryl and kf, alison, rongsiu, silin wenta explore the whole place. took the [uncles cute lil train] to palawan beach. and then we cross the bridge... and cross back.. went 7-11.hahas.. ate lunch... then alison and rongsiu and silin hafta go...left me, xp, cheryl and kf. then we took the monorail. practicalli slept thru the whole ride.. frm palawan beach to....... back to palawan beach. coz we wanted to watch the wakeboarding surfboarding watever biao2 yan3.hahas.. so when we rch palaaawan bch finalli and realise we're late for 15mins.hahas... see nth... abit onlie..hahas... awww~ but its still niceeee!!!=) then we walkk walkk to the playgrd and then played a while to wait for the [uncle train] to come..hahas.. so cute. then we boarded the train and sang and sang and sangg..=) lang hua yi duo duo... reach... hahas.. niceee!!then the uncle tell us nt to call him uncle. then after we alighted we sae thanks brother!!hahahs... okok.. we're so kind!!spent abt 3 hrs liddat.and finalli back hme.. to the room.hahahs.. FUNNNnnnnnnnnnnnnNNNnnNNn~ laze ard. play here play dere... clean up... evryting and left!!byebyeee....relli bonding tyme for all.=) hehs... wenta eat tomyam seafood noodle. NICEeeeeeeeee~ and sHiOkkKkkk!!hahas... sooo hot and shioOOoock!! hahas.. went hme bathe and slept with wet hair... frm 7:00pm-7:00am..hahas.. 12hrs. PiGggg!!! so ciaos... takecare evryone. cant wait for tuesday!!!!!!
12/19/2003 09:02:00 PM

must i relli bear with the rain first b4 i see the rainbow?
bOOooOOo!!hiiii! yay!!! sandra won!!!hahas..yay.and i still like rupert.and dere'll b an all-star survivor nxt yr!! i cant wait.and it will b screened on tv in america on 1stfeb.hahas.. wunder when it will start in spore!!=) and i bet rupert will b in it.heh... -awaits- hehhh... then today went sch for dance prac [mass dance for thinking day]. the dances nicee!!=) after tt help yn with IT thingo. then sat in the den. fan blow me veh cold.hahas.. got siann and sleepy and cold.and its raining outside. wat a nice sleeping weather... then got on 76 so damn cold... then summore i was wet.freezing man... then 321. was damn cold too... was shivering.manx... finalli got off the bus at moi hse.hahas.. even the cold water i use to wash my feet is warmer than my feet... eeks and realise my feet is of alien colour to my upper/lower leg. hahas.. white vs brown. yucks.hahhas.. i wan to tann my feet!!!!!!! hahahs.. okok tmr going guides chalet. shld b qt fun!!!=) -awaits- hhahas.. okkkkkkkkkkk... seeya guys!!!
+ilu+ 12/16/2003 06:09:00 AM

XGravitation is not responsible for people falling in loveX 12/14/2003 06:45:00 AM

to you
im sorry for hurting u so muchsomuch.but i really did not want this to happen and neither do i wan this kind of thing to happen between us agn.its relli saddening to see u everytime and pretend that nothing had happen.i tink that we're both in the same boat and im sure ur feeling watever im feeling now.which is veh horrible and terrible.everytime i think bout the past,i'll tell myself to b more positive and stop looking back coz its no use anymore.i tried to get someone to fill ur space but no one could fit into tt place at all[at all].u've given me so much sweet memories that will stay in my heart forever. but i dun wan everything to be part of my memory.i wan u to be in a part of my life.going thru hardships together. laughing at all the funnythings together. joke together.study together.play together.sharing all my secrets with u.all the secret notes we write to each other every lesson even tho we'r diff class.read thru all of them and tts when i started tinking back agn.hais-ive got lots more to tell you.and how i wish and hope tt i can tok to u like b4 agn.i miss evryting alot.i relli hope i can turn back time.i wan us to be back to wat we r agn.i miss u.i miss ur company [alot].
lurve, me 12/14/2003 02:26:00 AM